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Original: 5/16/2005 10:55 AM
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Monday, May 16, 2005

 maaaann..i've been forgetting how wonderful this world is..and i hate feeling this way..there's way too much drama and so much stress and it just makes my life complicated. i dont want that.i want to live a simple life. i was listening to the homily yesterday..the priest was saying that sometimes we tend to forget all the blessings that God has given us because of some problems we may encounter..and you know what?it's true..it is a sad reality..and it just made me realize so many things..i am thankful,and i am trying to just forget all the crap.there are so many wonderful things that the world has to offer and i don't want to miss out because i choose to feel depressed.None of that anymore.i want to choose to be a kid again,ya know?to have no worries,to just enjoy every minute! although i know that ive done so many mistakes,so many stupid things,i know that God has granted me another chance to prove myself.and i will.i will do my best to not mess up.God has given me so much,and i really do feel blessed. just like in the movie "a walk to remember" (haha!cheesy movie.ü) i do believe that God may have a bigger plan for me than what i had for myself. He never lets me down.my prayers get answered.maybe not in the way i expected them to get answered,but i know that God does really listen to me.and that makes me feel a whole lot better.because i know that someone does listen to me.anyway,i just have this new outlook on life,and it makes me feel good.ü i'm just really thankful right now,cause life is great.ü despite all the problems,there are so many things to be happy about.ü i don't want to feel bad anymore..cause it just drags you even more down..it causes hassle and discomfort not only to you,but to the people around you as well..and i don't want my friends to experience any of that anymore..that's why from this moment on,i choose to be strong and to just smile.cause that's the only thing that's left to do.ü life is wonderful.ü i won't waste any time anymore.ü
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thats awesome baby!!!...im happy for you really i am...i went thru the same feeling bout life when my friend from school passed away in march...it makes ur realize that life is too short to dwell on such petty problems...we are truly blessed...problems come and go but knowing that you have friends and family that will always be there is truly a blessing...i kno im not there physically but write to me if u ever want to just vent and ill respond i promise...or just ym message me...i love u sweetie!!!...take care and IM HAPPY YOU FEEL THIS WAY!!!...mwahzzz and *BIG HUG*...

<3Alwayz PuKKa=P

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