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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sat, 21 May 2005 18:52:07 GMT

my mom's in the states right now..chicago i think..miss her badly..

anyway..ive been quite busy with rep classes.its really tiring,but its so much fun!!weve finished all the choreo already,so were doing runs all day..its so cute!!i really hope that you guys will be able to watch!!please please please.hehe!

it's em's birthday today!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM!! love you so much!! we went to her party kanina,and it was so much fun!!even if we were only 8,it was really so much fun!! she held her party at their house in tagaytay..can i just say that their house has the best view ever!!the view was really breath taking..the lights are totally amazing!! basta,it was really so much fun!!(right,julie?hehehe!) sayang nga lang..wish that the other nwebabes couldve been with us!basta,had the best time tonight!love you em! tihee!

oh yeah..see my picture?with me is kate monster,the character im playing in the play.hehehe..isnt she adorable?she's so cute!! hehe..you guys gotta watch!!seriously!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Wed, 18 May 2005 03:43:18 GMT

i miss my mom already..

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 13:55:41 GMT

maaaann..i've been forgetting how wonderful this world is..and i hate feeling this way..there's way too much drama and so much stress and it just makes my life complicated. i dont want that.i want to live a simple life. i was listening to the homily yesterday..the priest was saying that sometimes we tend to forget all the blessings that God has given us because of some problems we may encounter..and you know what?it's true..it is a sad reality..and it just made me realize so many things..i am thankful,and i am trying to just forget all the crap.there are so many wonderful things that the world has to offer and i don't want to miss out because i choose to feel depressed.None of that anymore.i want to choose to be a kid again,ya know?to have no worries,to just enjoy every minute! although i know that ive done so many mistakes,so many stupid things,i know that God has granted me another chance to prove myself.and i will.i will do my best to not mess up.God has given me so much,and i really do feel blessed. just like in the movie "a walk to remember" (haha!cheesy movie.ü) i do believe that God may have a bigger plan for me than what i had for myself. He never lets me down.my prayers get answered.maybe not in the way i expected them to get answered,but i know that God does really listen to me.and that makes me feel a whole lot better.because i know that someone does listen to me.anyway,i just have this new outlook on life,and it makes me feel good.ü i'm just really thankful right now,cause life is great.ü despite all the problems,there are so many things to be happy about.ü i don't want to feel bad anymore..cause it just drags you even more down..it causes hassle and discomfort not only to you,but to the people around you as well..and i don't want my friends to experience any of that anymore..that's why from this moment on,i choose to be strong and to just smile.cause that's the only thing that's left to do.ü life is wonderful.ü i won't waste any time anymore.ü

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tue, 03 May 2005 13:23:50 GMT

i'm starting to really feel the college thing na..haha!i was at UP kanina..we got this referral slip for the physical check up thing..though they gave it out one hour late (yeah yeah..late as usual) it was aright because i got to meet some of my soon-to-be batch mates..haha!ü its was fun.ü and i'm quite excited to enroll and stuff!!oh well.ü

then i went to rep!i always have fun with the rep people..especially knowing that everyone there is so friendly.you know?like when youre in dying need of a good,warm hug.you know that you wont just get one,but tons and tons of comforting,fuzzy,warm,and super cuddly HUGGS.ü just love the feeling.ü huggs do make me feel a lot better.ü

So there..nothing much to write,actually..oh yeah..

(ate) MAE MAE!!happy happy 18th birthday!!ü i love you so much twin!!ü wow,how was your debut thing?ü miss you so much!!mwah!ü

GIAN!!belated happy birthday!!ü hehe..

oh and,before i forget..

repertory philippines 2005 summer workshop,CLASS T3 present

Avenue Q Highlights

Rep's globe theatre at ONSTAGE

2nd floor, Greenbelt Mall 1

Paseo de Roxas Street,Makati City

Saturday, May 28,2005 8:00pm

if youre interested,please contact me!!ü

i'm actually looking for sponsors..So if you guys could help me,i'd really appreciate it!ü So there..ciao for now.ü

Friday, April 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 23:53:51 GMT

ANN!LARRIE!!ü awwww..miss you guys soooooo much!!ü thank you sooooooo much for always dropping by and for all the support youve been giving me!ü love you all!!ü mwah!!ü

thank you also karen,macy,roy,cel,diane!ü love you!!!ü mwah!ü

Friday, April 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 23:47:16 GMT

waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!ü hehehehe..I PASSED.well,you probably already know that,since its been mentioned on the tagboard.SUPER thank you to those who congratulated me!hehe!ü CONGRATS also cel!!i'm soooo proud of you!i knew youd make it!!ü so yeah,i passed for asian music,or what they call world music.ü

the second audition was so funny!i thought that there would be like a panel of people who would interrogate me and stuff.BUT NO.i entered the room,which happened to be a small office,and i was asked to sit by the desk.and there was only one guy.and so he just kept on interviewing me for like the looooongest timeeeee! ive been taking voice lessons,and i was trying to really learn this particular piece for the second audition since it was required to audition either a song ar an instrument.BUT guess what happened,after like 20mins of answering his questions,he asks

"what do you have with you?" (directing his hand to the clearbook i brought with me,containing the piece ive been studying) and i said,"the piece that im going to sing for this audition".and he said "Hmmm..ok,let me hear you" and so i sang like 3 lines of the song,then he said "ok,thank you" riiiiiiighht..i took the voice lessons for nothing!!

so anyway,he inteviewed me for like another 20mins!!i dunno if it was really 20,but it felt like the loooongest timeee.then suddenly,he said "ok,im admitting you to this program,but i feel that you might have a hard time with the theory lessons." (well,yeah i guess,since it's world music.but what the hell!!fine by me!!i know that it's going to be interesting!ü) and i was stunned.i dint know that he was going to tell me right then and there if i passed or not!!and i couldnt believe what i just heard,so i asked "so i'm in?" and he said "yes,congratulations!",shook my hand and stood up.waaaaahh!!i was getting all teary-eyed!!so i walked out the door,my mom,brother,and my theory teacher were all outside waiting for me.and i said "I PASSED!!" and all of us were just jumping and crying and hugging each other!WHEN SUDDENLY..like in the movies..the guy who interviewed me suddenly walks out,and sees us jumping!talk about being totally embarrassed!!Grrr..hahahaha!but anyway..its alright!thing is..i passed!!!üü weeeeeeee!ü

so like what ive said,i joined rep!!and im having such a blast!!ü were doing avenue Q,its like a spoof of sesame street!its suuuupeeeer cute!!ü hehehe..you guys hafta watch it!ü hehehe..anyway,thats all for now,ciao!ü

"there's a fine,fine line between love and a waste of time.." -kate monster (avenueQ)

Monday, April 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 11:17:23 GMT

guess what?i passed the theory exam!!ü hehehe..i passed for asian music.ü so ill be having the audition tom,and if i pass that,i get into up diliman!!yipeee!!hehe!ü kaya guys..please please please pray for me!!!ill be singing the piece that ive been studying tom,play a short piece using the recorder,then there's an interview and essay writing,i think..Grrr.i'm so nervous!!i really hope that i'll pass!!my audition's scheduled at 10am tom,so i really hope that you guys include me in your prayers!!hehehe!ü

i joined rep!!ü im really glad i did!!hehehe!ü cause its so much fun!!üive always wanted to join rep again!finally!!ü hehehe..

conversation has run dry,that's what's going on..nothing's right,im torn.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 07:35:11 GMT

i once asked a friend.."do you believe in destiny?". i needed assurance,and i knew that this person was passionate about love,fate and destiny.but to my surprise,my friend said

"i used to..pero i realized,it doesnt always work that way..it only gets you so far,then you have to do everything to make it come true."

tough.i dont know what to believe now.

funny how personal experiences change your outlook just like that.

have you ever felt like the whole world has got a plan?except nobody told you about it?

like everyone's off to this one place,and youre alone,wondrin where everyone is?

sometimes i just stop and think about all this stuff..about life,etc..weird,huh? cause i always seem to get caught unguarded..like you just feel so clueless..you want to talk to someone,but the phone just keeps on ringing and ringing..no one's answering..you wonder if your phone's busted cause there's no reply..or maybe it's a sign that,i just gotta go figure it out on my own..what if i'm sick of trying to work it all out by myself?

a little hurt. a little bruised.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 05:50:46 GMT

time to update,and write about what ive been up to..haha!i bet reading this might be such a bore..but anyway..ive been pretty busy with voice lessons and theory lessons for the music exam which i took yesterday..ive been sacrificing so many gimmik opportunities to study..but i hope that it'll all be worth it..so i took the exam yesterday..the exam was composed of 3 parts..the written exam,dictation,and the solfegio (sight singing)..well..the written exam and the dictation part was fine..but the solfegio was just terrible..i really messed up..Grrr.i went out and just burst into tears..*sigh* but anyway..i hope all turns out well..if i pass the exam..im taking the auditions (like the 2nd screening) on the 19th..and if i pass that,i get into UP diliman..wuhooo!but ofcourse there's that big IF.thats why im asking for your prayers guys..please please pray for me..cause if i dont pass the music exam,im off to UP los banos or baguio..hehe!pretty damn far..So anyway..ill know on thursday if i passed or not..

oh yeah,it was angelo's birthday yesterday..belated happy birthday!ü and it's my sister's birthday today!!ü happy birthday criselle!!ü love you so much!!ü mwah!ü

ive been down lately..for some reasons..Grr..anyway,maybe watching the bloomfields later might cheer me up a bit.hehe!ü what the hell..going to tali beach tomorrow's going to make me feel better i guess..get some sun.ü

ive been thinking about joining rep this summer.ü hmmmm..maybe.ü i miss rep.ü

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 13:54:04 GMT

this day was just really really crazy!!!ü im so tired na but i just really have to type this down..haha!!ü cause i got my UPG (university predicted grade) and the UP registrar said that i may have a chance at UP baguio..So my mom and i left for baguio at 3am this early morning..5 and a half hours travelling time..but i slept for like the whole duration..haha!ü So anyway,we got to baguio,and we went straight to UP..and the UP baguio registrar said that im as good as accepted but theyre not yet sure which course..its either a course in social sciences,language and lit,or communication..so its all good.ü they asked me to get a physical check up na nga at their clinic eh..but anyway,im not sure pa naman if ill be studying there..i still have the music auditions for the diliman campus this april..and i'm going to appeal at los banos also..but atleast i got accepeted na at baguio.ü hehe..so anyway..my mom and i went shopping first around baguio..then left baguio at around 230pm!Got home like 30mins ago!!hahahahaha!!a daytrip to baguio!!coolness.ü like now i can really say "oh,i was in baguio yesterday..just needed to pick up a few things." hahahahahahahaha!ü anyway,had a blast with my mom!!had so much fun!!ü but man..my butt hurts!!the travelling time going home took longer..like 6 and a half hours!!Grrr..hehehehe!!but anyway..today was REALLY crazy.hahahahaha!!ü